You weren’t an easy goodbye,
But we agreed to disagree,
And knew being apart is how we’ll heal.
I close my eyes and it seems like ages ago
But you know I can still read your mind,
like it was just the day before.
I think of you and smile,
knowing that once upon a time,
You were mine.
I look at you and realise
I did something right.
You weren’t an easy goodbye.
And, though, apart we had to drift,
Our journey was a beautiful gift.
You were the moment that took my breath away; but I can’t ask you to stay.
There’s so much I want to hear; but don’t say those words, you make me weak in my knees even when our eyes meet.
You’re the dream I still haven’t woken up from,
the one I see even when I’m awake!
You’re the beginning to the end that I can’t handle
You’re poison to me but I want to have you anyway!
When I’ll look back at my life and see you standing next to me, I’ll know I was loved.
And with a smile, I’ll go back to where it all began and find myself all over again, without you.
I’ll feel the places one more time, and let in what I was then too blinded to find.
I’ll trudge the roads that I once measured by how soon they led to you, till they become the paths that I walk to re-discover myself.
There’ll be a faint remembrance in everything I’ll lay my eyes on;
And a fleeting warmth of your presence in the familiar terrains;
But I won’t stop, till I solve my quest to find the best of me.
Because I know I was loved, and you had a piece of me, but I want to get back all of me.
I don’t want you to hold me but touch my soul
Don’t be with me all the time but stay in my thoughts
Don’t tell me all your stories but say the words that move me
Don’t make my decisions for me but influence me
Inspire me, indulge me,
destroy me if that brings me back to life
Run wild with me but hold me back at times
Hurt me, I will heal; ignite that passion in me
Make me feel your presence, not your mortal self
You may think I’m dreamy but I’ll wait till my dreams come true
Heart & Soul 